[it’s where you could find me when you couldn’t find me anywhere else]

..pagpasensyahan nah.. tamang pagsesenti lang..

..why do you have to turn away so suddenly? why do you have to go without leaving a notice? why do you have to turn your back on my clueless eyes? and why do i have to pretend that everything’s fine?

..i’m so worried! i can’t make myself believe that you have a reasonable reason for not keeping in touch. but hey, i’m not dumb. i know you’re trying to get rid of me. (LOL) i know you don’t want me in your life anymore. and you don’t want any connection with me except the inevitable and distorting fact that we’re related by blood.

..oh how i wish i didn’t fall for you that easily. how i wish i was much wiser. how i wish i have known better. bu no, i always get trapped by your flowery words and your sweet lines that don’t mean anything to you.

..i’m so hurt! and i keep teeling myself that it’s all your fault. but no! i was so stupid to believe all your lies. i hate you so much for hurting me..

..but..

..why do i love you as much as i hate you?

..why do i always have to hold on before letting you go?

..why do i always end up crying because of you?

..pity on me! i loved a moron like you..

..pity on you! you ignored someone who loves you so badly..

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2 responses

  1. “why do i love you as much as i hate you?”

    Siguro kung nabasa ko pa ito nung crush ko si ______ tatamaan ako dito 🙂

    May 23, 2008 at 5:18 AM

  2. ur just an innocent warrior who hides from a war, but then a war never really exist, ur just there, trapped eventhough the way is wide open ^^,) hahaha.. wala lang magawa…

    June 20, 2008 at 8:14 AM

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