it was one of those weird feelings. kapag magkatext kami, masaya ako na parang guilty rin at the same time. i’m not supposed to feel this way. but then again, i’m violating an untold rule.
that’s why maybe i hate commitments. because commitments bring limitations. they manage to build borders. and i feel suffocated right now.
siguro, weird lang talaga yung feeling. pero natatakot akong masanay sa feeling na ganito, that one day i’d just wake up knowing that this feeling is permanently stuck to my being.