[it’s where you could find me when you couldn’t find me anywhere else]

when i’m not, uhh..

i wanna go away
far from here;
where i don’t know myself

in the midst of all the hustles
and ripples of busyness, i stop
worrying about you
you – endless myriad of confusion;
i have more things in my mind
than thoughts about you

but you’re here
and i wanna go away
far from here;
where i don’t know you

i wanna go anywhere
scream my lungs out
until i bleed
until i die;
in death i’d find peace
i’d be whole again
i wouldn’t deal with confusion any longer

BUT, this is where it gets difficult
i don’t want to die
i want to be somewhere in this world

when i look in your eyes
i want to see myself

looking back at me
not screaming
not bleeding
not dying

just free
of all the worries

not knowing
not caring
just…
just trusting

that what i see in your eyes
is a reflection of me
when i’m not confused

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