[it’s where you could find me when you couldn’t find me anywhere else]

so, what’s the point?

i tried making another love song for you, but the lyrics turned out sad. i realized that for a long time now, i’ve been pretending. maybe you were, too.

we’ve been trying to make up for our mistakes long ago. we’ve been trying to cover the wrong tracks. perhaps, everything was a futile attempt to make this relationship last, when we both know that it was already hanging by a thread.

it was funny. somewhere inside me, i know that this wasn’t going to  turn out fine. but i refused to admit that you and i were not part of the same pair. we’re not meant to be together.

pinagpipilitan lang natin.

and we’re hurting ourselves more by fighting for this wretched relationship. we’re both at the losing end here. but once again, we didn’t give up.

ang kulit natin.

so, what are we going to do now? pretend all was fine? say we love each other when love was already a meaningless word for us? just get used to the idea of us together ever after no matter what?

even if this couldn’t be?

i’m sick of all the drama. really.

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2 responses

  1. kulet ni2 gel ah…as i was reading this part of me was telling me that I am going through with this stage but refuse to accept it :p grr original ba 2?:D

    July 22, 2010 at 6:08 PM

    • yep, original yan. haha. medyo conflicted ang lovelife ngayon. so puro trashy posts yung naiisip ko. haha.

      if you’re going through the same thing, i wish it would clear up soon. you’ve been together for so long now, and i think your relationship is much stronger than ours. 😀

      July 22, 2010 at 7:36 PM

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